A Little Bit About Me
I was born and bred in Middle-East (Bahrain) and lived there for 16 years! Spent much of my life in Arab world, a desert with a lot less thunderstorm and more roses! :)
I come with a face that, an infectious laughter and a smile to die for. I do not know why, but I do not control my laughter. It just happens in me. My colleagues, friends and family get amazed that I can laugh for almost anything. When I truly smile it is beautiful, the artificial smiles of mine are just average. I have not mastered that yet; honestly I do not intend to. When I smile, I want it to be real. In certain situations, where I can not help it, I have to give an average smile like the one in the first paragraph!
I saw a pic of myself recently. I was laughing in that pic. Looking at my laughter, I saw for the first time how people saw me. Then I understood why people around me always look at me with delight. They all enjoy watching me laugh. It is original and truthful; I really laugh my heart out. It was fun to watch myself. LOL joking!
I look forward to spending time alone in my room. This is where I just sit with myself and fantasize of the “what if’s”. I was amazed at the amount of things I learnt about myself here. I learnt to love myself and look at the other end of the spectrum of life.
I guess this is where it came to me that life is so filled with joy and sadness. Most people tend to look at the down part of their lives. There are not many that look at the good part of life. For some it comes naturally for others they need a bit of practice to get the hang of it. I fall under the second category. It took me time to look at the “good” side of me. Once I reached there, it became easier and part of my lifestyle. I get up everyday feeling that this is a new day for me to be me. That is the beautiful part about me, I get to choose who I want to be:
My primary goal in this short-lived life is to live as a practical and meaningful Muslim in words, actions and personality In sha' Allaah.
I believe in:
a) purity of faith,
b) patience during trials and hardship,
c) forbearance in the times of injustice and cruelty,
d) perseverance and determination to overcome fear that can help resolve all the fruits of problems and troubles in life.
Although man has an element of fire within, I believe that the strong is he who do not overcome others by his strength but by having his anger repressed while in the state of fury.
I believe that good qualities and characteristics of an individual are reflected on his/her action and nature that are self-explanatory, and which do not necessarily have to be expressed in a written format. However, as a Muslim, am obliged to follow Qur’an and Sunnah of Prophet, salAllaahu alayhi wa sallam upon the understanding of righteous predecessors, nothing more, and nothing less.
I am skeptical and curious about things that concern me and this drives me crazy to research on issues that are apparently painstaking. I like listening to the views that differs mine and I try to understand the differences and appreciate the fact that we all are born unique and thus do not necessarily have to agree on things that are meant to be disagreed upon.
I try not to argue much even if am correct but I merely reach out for solutions and bring us all under the banner of common ground that may result in benefits for myself and others. I try not to surround by people having the tendency to backbite, slander, gossip and mock at fellow Muslims and others. I love being peaceful and I try to look out for peace even if that exhausts my efforts doing that.
I don't know how to end this. I have written well enough and still I have almost 300 characters left! Well, I will let you have those and discover 300 characters in me! :)
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What I Am Looking For
A beautiful and loving Princess! My Knightess in Shining Armour! :)
I just want her to smile, and smile often and I want her to be loving, honest, loyal, faithful and practice Deen to the best of her capacity and of course love me immediate effectively. xd
I just want to fall in love with her and I want her to feel the same! But how would I know if she loves me truly action-wise?
1) Well, if she listens and truly cares about my concerns, she loves me. :)
2) If she asks where I have been when she didn't hear me call her that day, she loves me. :)
3) If she remembers the day I was born (no pagan celebrations though) and wears my favorite color, perfume, outfit, and prepares me a favorite dish, she loves me! :)
4) If she is interested in what I am interested in and has excellent ideas to help me with my interests and career, she loves me!!! xd
5) If am tired, she will help me and will find some ways to release my stress! That shows she loves me!
And if she truly loves me, she will look ways to forever remain in my heart and find ways to re-unite in hereafter!! :)
That, my viewers, is what am looking for in my Princess In sha' Allaah! :)
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